Last day of March is finally coming to an end soon. Hmm, all i can say about march is: SUX! The only word to describe. Do you know the reason? Because everything isn't going well for this holiday.
Well, from what i know most of the girls, they don't really like their boyfriend being close to girls. But it depend on who is the girls. Hmm, I agree that too and this is what i dislike too. Afterall, Girls know girls well! I need more girl friend. But where to find seriously. They are either good or bad, can be trusted or cannot be trusted.
Girls sometimes really get jealous easily when their boyfriend have lots of secret admire outside. Reason: It is because they are afraid that they might lose the person. It could be very complicated sometimes but everything is really different. I guess i am saying myself too. But being jealous is because i really care a lot and i do not want to lose the person at all. I really hope the person can understand my feeling and stop what i want him to stop. I know i am demanding but that's what i hope for.
I really wish that you can listen to me and stop talking to her anymore. You won't know the pain that i am having for the past few days after you went back to work. It is not that i don't let you go to work. It is because i want you to have less contact with her. Why can't you understand this? You can see the most happy me when you are with me. But what do you see in me after you went to work?
Hmm, its time to change my life, my character and my attitude. Being such a weak girl is not easy. But being a strong girl is not easy too! So, why not get a overall change and make life more worth by doing something better? Well, i really miss the cheerful me in the past. Just hope to get back to the old me. If only there is a door to rewind my life to 10 years back.
Life is really tiring. But what can we do? Please hold on, let me go find more experience and tell you again.
Can't wait for later to go expo with ah Love
Sunday, 31 March 2013
Saturday, 30 March 2013
#2 happy
Remembering how angry i am yesterday after being stared at people and scolding her bitch, i think i am very kind to her already. At least i never walk straight to her face and scold her. But well, i am not a ah lian. So, this type of job isn't suitable for me. Sickening of those third parties out there. I really got no ideas why people are already attached and yet you still want to steal people bf?
In this world, a lot of people fall in love with a person because of its look and not it overall character. If this person is successful being together with the person because of the looks, will they really last?
What is important in a relationship is trust, support, care, love, happiness and many more. As for this, i have done most of the thing in my relationship now and i am happy to be the boy i am with now.
I had met him 11 years ago or more than that. We missed out the first time being together but in the end, he still come back to me. At that age, i remember that we are very playful. I remember we always pillow fight at my house, playing at playground and also not forgetting watch mid-night movie at my house until my dad chase you home. The deepest memories i had in you. Like i told you before, i am not regret that we are not together at that time. That's why it is time for us now to catch back to the time that we missed out previously.
Relationship is always complicated. There is time where you will feel happy, sad, angry or even hurt. Also not mentioning those difficult road that we had to overcome.
My love, i always never tell you this. I love you is not because of your looks but it is because of your moral values. You are responsible, caring, lovely, kind, helpful and that just some parts. You got a lot of reason for me to love you.
I love the way you comfort me in the past no matter how angry i am or how sad i am. As i say, PAST. Now, everything is different. As i got a thoughts that you are badly influenced by my bad attitude. You won't ignore me in the past no matter what i do but now, you always ignored me. There is nothing i can do about this.
By thinking of how happy we are in the middle of the night yesterday, i feel so loved. Because i have not see this happy you for a very very long time ago. Mini-KTV was fun and also not forgetting what we had do in the night and keep smiling. This is the night that i always wanted. Because it can stop me for thinking too much.
Right now, i am waiting for Ah Love to prepare finish before going to Chris House for house warming.
LETS GO BABY! :P
In this world, a lot of people fall in love with a person because of its look and not it overall character. If this person is successful being together with the person because of the looks, will they really last?
What is important in a relationship is trust, support, care, love, happiness and many more. As for this, i have done most of the thing in my relationship now and i am happy to be the boy i am with now.
I had met him 11 years ago or more than that. We missed out the first time being together but in the end, he still come back to me. At that age, i remember that we are very playful. I remember we always pillow fight at my house, playing at playground and also not forgetting watch mid-night movie at my house until my dad chase you home. The deepest memories i had in you. Like i told you before, i am not regret that we are not together at that time. That's why it is time for us now to catch back to the time that we missed out previously.
Relationship is always complicated. There is time where you will feel happy, sad, angry or even hurt. Also not mentioning those difficult road that we had to overcome.
My love, i always never tell you this. I love you is not because of your looks but it is because of your moral values. You are responsible, caring, lovely, kind, helpful and that just some parts. You got a lot of reason for me to love you.
I love the way you comfort me in the past no matter how angry i am or how sad i am. As i say, PAST. Now, everything is different. As i got a thoughts that you are badly influenced by my bad attitude. You won't ignore me in the past no matter what i do but now, you always ignored me. There is nothing i can do about this.
By thinking of how happy we are in the middle of the night yesterday, i feel so loved. Because i have not see this happy you for a very very long time ago. Mini-KTV was fun and also not forgetting what we had do in the night and keep smiling. This is the night that i always wanted. Because it can stop me for thinking too much.
Right now, i am waiting for Ah Love to prepare finish before going to Chris House for house warming.
LETS GO BABY! :P
I am back from Chris's house warming. Well, his house is damn big and nice. Actually i can't wait to have a house of mine with my love.
Friday, 29 March 2013
#1 life
I am back to blogging. However, there isn't anyone that know the link now. So, find out your own my link and I will say you are a pro uh! :D
Topic for today: Life
I have always wonder why I am born to this world. However, i am thinking if it is the god that gave us a chance to be born in this world to find more friend and also find happiness. We might be born for some tasks set by the god. But, who knows right! Life is always complicated just like relationship. If there is a chance, I hope that I can stay being a child forever and never grow at all. Because I feel like I am lacking of love sometimes.
Being a child, being pamper by parents and people who love you alot is much more better than being a adult/teenage that most of the times need to handle trouble. However, growing can be good also because you can find more interesting thing while you are growing. Everything we do have its advantages and disadvantages. Everything is depend on how we handle it. It could be easy, it could be difficult. But, THIS IS LIFE!
There is also an advantages and disadvantages in relationship too. In relationship, Sometimes it is really hurts when the person is not giving you what you want, not being happy when you want him/her to be. But when he/she did his/her part to change everything, the other parties could or could not treasure it at all.
However, being single has a disadvantages too because they don't have the love they want and could feel lacking of something.
Life is so unpredictable. We won't know what will happened next. So, I am trying my very best to think positive.
I know that my mood hasn't been very well for this holiday. It's not I want to also. Seeing the person beside me feeling angry and sad everything. Perhaps as time passes, everything changes too. I wish I am not thinking so much.
Currently I am at scape with Love accompany him for his interview. All the best to you, my Love. But I really got no ideas why is he being so angry. Really hate it and I really don't know what I can do. I realize I have no ways to make you happy. Sigh.
It isn't going as smooth as how we are previously. I know time is needed for us to heal now. Hmmmm, what can I do seriously.
I am really afraid of losing but what can I do ? I guess I only can do my very very best to keep your heart. Every station there is a stop. But there is no chance I can stop it. So, just carry on and see the fate. No one know what will happen until it happened. But I believe if we are meant to be together, we will still be together in the end.
Well, this blog is created for my rant and daily happening stuff. (:
Topic for today: Life
I have always wonder why I am born to this world. However, i am thinking if it is the god that gave us a chance to be born in this world to find more friend and also find happiness. We might be born for some tasks set by the god. But, who knows right! Life is always complicated just like relationship. If there is a chance, I hope that I can stay being a child forever and never grow at all. Because I feel like I am lacking of love sometimes.
Being a child, being pamper by parents and people who love you alot is much more better than being a adult/teenage that most of the times need to handle trouble. However, growing can be good also because you can find more interesting thing while you are growing. Everything we do have its advantages and disadvantages. Everything is depend on how we handle it. It could be easy, it could be difficult. But, THIS IS LIFE!
There is also an advantages and disadvantages in relationship too. In relationship, Sometimes it is really hurts when the person is not giving you what you want, not being happy when you want him/her to be. But when he/she did his/her part to change everything, the other parties could or could not treasure it at all.
However, being single has a disadvantages too because they don't have the love they want and could feel lacking of something.
Life is so unpredictable. We won't know what will happened next. So, I am trying my very best to think positive.
I know that my mood hasn't been very well for this holiday. It's not I want to also. Seeing the person beside me feeling angry and sad everything. Perhaps as time passes, everything changes too. I wish I am not thinking so much.
Currently I am at scape with Love accompany him for his interview. All the best to you, my Love. But I really got no ideas why is he being so angry. Really hate it and I really don't know what I can do. I realize I have no ways to make you happy. Sigh.
It isn't going as smooth as how we are previously. I know time is needed for us to heal now. Hmmmm, what can I do seriously.
I am really afraid of losing but what can I do ? I guess I only can do my very very best to keep your heart. Every station there is a stop. But there is no chance I can stop it. So, just carry on and see the fate. No one know what will happen until it happened. But I believe if we are meant to be together, we will still be together in the end.
Well, this blog is created for my rant and daily happening stuff. (:
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