2 day 3 events

I am back finally after 6 days? Getting more and more lazy to post now and really had lesser and lesser time each day now. Had been coughing for the whole last week already. Really very irritated by the pain that had been coming from my lung and heart whenever i cough. The most weird thing is that my cough only gone worse at night. Sigh.

Shall skip all the school thing that had happen on Mon to Wed.
Thursday, Navy Open House. Was order by the most sarcastic CA to buy mac for the class. What is this? Is this the bad advantage for being a SC? Buying was one problem. Lucky got ah B to help me to wake up early in the morning to help me. Another problem was dont know who dont have the integrity and went to took extra burger which is for the other. Damn angry but i shall not care so much because i am only in charge of buying.

During Evening, Went to RP to watch Lynn's performance. Awesome manzxc! Enjoyed myself there! :) After the performance, went to causeway, The chicken rice shop to makan with ah B! Came back home, shower and vomitted my virgin try of chicken rice from the shop ):

Friday, went to BBQ buffet dinner with ah B band clique during evening time.  And after that walk to clarke quayto celebrate their birthday. AND FINALLY HOME! So sick and tired right now. Really no energy right now. Damn sick. Shall let the picture do the job.

Happyy Mother Day

Since my phone is just left with 24%, I shall blog till it gone dead then. 

Before I started on anything, 

HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO MUMMY AND ALSO NOT FORGETTING MY DEAREST MUM! 

I might not be a good daughter but till I had always tried my best to do everything I can and treasure everything that I had right now. I know I always attitude you when my mood isn't that good. I am truly sorry for what I had done before and I will be a good daughter from now on! I love you mum! 

Shall start with Friday, 10.05.2013 first. 

Lesson was as per usual and just that I had a 6 round of running in school during pe lesson and I am really very tired after that. I can remember that it is the day when I feel hungry and it is like HUNGRY FOREVER! After school ended, went to chong pang to have lunch with ah Chris and Deon. Accompany Deon to have his hair cut and after that, HOME. Shower and off to bed. I slept from 5 to 10 which is when my bro bought back Mac fillet o fish for me. And after that, went back to sleep at 1am again. Tiredness cause me this way! Hehehe! 

What actually did I do on Saturday? Oh yes, ah Love wake up at 3+ and so I went to find him at 4:15pm. Slack and not study because he is busy with his maintenance house stuff. LOL! Though it is boring, but I love slacking at his house. Love it lots. It is the day when we had set some rules between us. Really had a lot of talks with ah Love. I couldn't even remember when was the last time when we had such a long talk already. How I wish everytime is like that... 

And Sunday, IT IS MOTHER DAY! Went to sengkang cousin house for celebration at 3pm with ah Love, Mum and Jayden. Bought 2 933 curry chicken there and also keiki dori for ourself. My virgin try for both the item. IT IS SERIOUSLY NICE!!! YUMMY!!! Went to compass point with ah Love to walk walk after that. Since we had alot of time, we just walk around until 7pm then went back there to have our dinner. And went home at 9pm. 

Test tmr, forever not prepared. Because I really hate the teacher that I am having now and I really got no comment to them. ): 

Loving yourself before you love others

The reason why i am having this title is because of some particular reason that i really don't feel like saying. However, everything is linked. I realize i had really change alot since April till now. I don't know if i am doing the right thing but I am happy of  who i am now. (:

Let me start from Last Sunday. Wake up as usual time because the house is always filled with  noise whenever Jayden is here. So, there goes my sleep already.So, wake up in the end and did a bit of study as there is Taxation CA the next day, Played mahjong awhile with my ahma and off to collect my shoe at somerset. After collecting, rushed back home as they are celebrating advance Mother day. Had steamboat for that day. Everyone is present even ah Love. But the only one who didn't come was my second sister-in-law. Was having a terrible headache before the steamboat started and ah Love came to my house. So, fall asleep at the bed. I just realize how much my mum like ah Love so much. Every event also must call him come!! Afterall, family day on sunday.

Monday, the most fun and tiring day i ever had. Don't wanna mention anything about school because it is like the same thing happening every day. Ended school at 1PM and went home to pack my bag for chalet. Was quite hesitate whether i should go anot but in the end i still went. Because i had promised to go and i don't wanna break the promise. Was feeling awkward at first but still everything goes well in the end. I was named as the president by them. I forgot to mention who's chalet i went for uh. I went to ah Love work chalet as his manager asked me to go.

As Chris was the driver, i will be the one sitting in front too. Hahha, totally enjoyed myself sitting in the car for almost half of the day and helping in directing him to the places he want to go by Map. Not just this, i also enjoy seeing nice sunset. For the first time, i am seeing this type of nice thing. So, no gain no lose. (: At night after ah Love arrive from work, everything turned different. Water event had started. But not all person participated. I am the unlucky one because ah Love accidentally poured the whole pill of water on me and i am all wet ): But still, it is so fun.

Drink 2 and a half cup of alcoholic drinks. Not drunk yet mentally break down. But luckily everything still goes well after that. Went to sleep at around 4:30am(?) with ah Love. Managed to sleep beside him. It had been such a long time since i last sleep beside him.

Wake up damn early because Jeremy suddenly wake up at the same timing with them when we are suppose to wake at 7am. LOL! So, in the end i also wake up and we left earlier. Last time sitting at Chris Da Kor Kor rented car. Before we leave the place, we went to have Mac breakfast first before going to school.

Was feeling damn tired when i reach school. But no choice still need to try my best to stay awake. In the end, fall asleep in the class. For the very first time and last time i am going to sleep in the class!!!!!!! During lunch break, we went to SAC to slack and in the end, Melody and i fall asleep for ONE HOUR! LOL!

Lesson continue until 4pm. Actually meeting Jeremy 4:15pm at YCK Mrt station but he fall asleep. So, i went to Yishun Mrt station to wait for Chris to arrive as he is meeting me to pass me my stuff from chalet and also we had agreed to have laksa dinner together. Both of them were late. But its okay. I am happy of waiting because i am used to it!

After dinner, we had a last min decision to catch a movie. Jeremy requested to watch iron man 3. So, it is my 3rd time watching it! Jeremy was the only one who is totally awake for the movie while me and Chris fall asleep in the cinema. Totally cannot open my eye. For the whole day, i am stick to Chris Da Kor Kor! 1 word to describe: FUN! :D

Went home after that. Shower and KO!

Morning wake up was totally a worse thing for me! I dont know how did the hell that i throw my phone on the floor. how ever, i am lucky that my screen didn't crack! School after that. Found myself a way to not fall asleep during lesson. The way is to keep on copying notes! Abit waste ink but need to try! 

What did I had for dinner tonight? It was Ah Love personally cooked for me <3 <3 Totally love the taste today!!! Was having no appetite but it changed my appetite! Feel so good to have ah Love cooking for me. Cream of chicken sauce with a mixed ingredient of hotdogs, ham and hard boiled egg. Yummyyyyy! Wanted to eat again!!!! 

Shall post till here. I am so tired right now! Going to go home soon from 2nd home.
Sayonara~

Outing with ah Love concert band member

Shall skip everything about school because school was as normal. Just that yesterday finally we are having Sport & Wellness lesson. 5 lap of running. Luckily last few week i just went for jogging only. So, my leg isn't that cramp. After jogging, went to played Volleyball with classmates. Everyone was like anyhow. It was so fun that i am always looking forwards to the lesson!

At night, went to Newton circus to have dinner with ah B concert band member. It was my second time seeing them. 1 word to describe: FUN! Everyone was so joker type. How i wish i got a group mate also and will randomly meet out for dinner or stuff. Well, they had planned for next outing.. Can't wait for it!! It is 2 weeks away from now only! (: Oh yeah, after dinner we went to Gerard house to slack and we catch a movie at 12:20AM at Yishun Gv, movie name: The call. Was freezing in the cinema because i didn't bring my jacket along with me. Damn it!And home after that.

Tonight, gonna to stay up for mid-night study already. Monday is CA and yet i am not yet prepared because it is all about theory and i really dislike that. But still, die die also must study today!

Sometimes i really thinking of something that is out of point. But for no ideas, it just come to my mind. Well, i got to be strong girl and be more positive. But sometimes, i am really very tired to be myself. How i wish i can go to a place where no one knows me. For no reason, i really don't know why i am always feeling the losing feeling after all those thing happened. I am so scare that it will happen again and again. I am so tired of the feeling seriously. Though now everything is going fine but there is something that is always bothering my mind.

Since this is my blog, i shall just go straight without any hesitating whether i should post anot. Everyday, i am thinking about the same old thing. Are you really comfortable with me? Am i giving you a lot of trouble? Do you really see the changes? Did you really turn back to the same old you? Do your still text? Did you lie to me about anything? I am really really very troubled and stress because all this always come to my mind. I am really very tired. Who will be there to comfort me and ask me not to be afraid? I am so scare of being pushed away already.

I didn't mention those thing doesn't mean that i had already forgotten about it. I guess this thing will always flow in my mind. Sometimes i really feel that i am really really very stupid. Other people can control the love but to me, i can't. Because i am deeply in love.

I shouldn't say the word insecure now because i told you i want you to be happy and free. Thats why i don't really control so much now. Because controlling can't help us to get better. Though we don't really see each other daily now, i really hope you still miss me. Remembering how we always used to study until late now. But now, i guess you can't even study when there is me. I seem to be the one who is not motivating you...... That's so saddening..... Sigh.

I hope there is still me in your heart. ):

Labour day; School holiday out with ah Love

Finally April is over and now welcome May! April isn't a good month. Hopefully May will be a better month for me. Shall have a quick post of today before I go to bed soon. Yawnnnnn. I am so tired after half day out with ah Love.

Today, went to somerset with ah Love to have our brunch. Brunch at Toast Box because I was craving for Laksa. Laksa with thick toast= BEST! After brunch, went to ah Love workplace for a drink. I must be mad to drink alcoholic drinks early in the afternoon. Ah Love say my face is damn red. "My face is on fire~"

After that, we went to bugis to get our rabbit family from craftholic. Though it is very expensive but I really love it alot because it is damn cute! Ah Love buy me the big one and I get him the small one. Both was couple just that the size was different. The 2 big rabbit just like you and me. But the 2 small rabbit will be our children.

I guess we don't look 18 at all but older than that because when we walk past bugis+, wedding advertiser stopped us and talked to us about wedding shoot and those thing. Well, I totally love those photos that is taken from Taiwan. So pretty!! I hope that next time I can go there to take also. Life is still so long. I really hope that ah Love will be mine forever. Is it possible? (:

After buying our rabbit family, we went to funan mall to get ah Love's wife(printer). This also mean that I am being kicked out by his wife again. ): I will still fight back! :P

Sometimes I really miss ah Love alot whenever I don't see him. But do you miss me too?

And back to ah Love house after that. Ah Love was having training at night and so I went home. Home to finish up my revision. Ended up, only finish 1 set. Didn't do the other set because I am really very tired now and my eye is closing. Guess I am going to sleep after this.

Totally love the happy ah Love a lot. How I wish he will not be tired so that I can see his happiness everything. I will still make you happy no matter what. Love you my dear boy.