#4 Expo with Love

H.A.P.P.Y A.P.R.I.L F.O.O.L

As i am too tired and ah Love came back too late after his work, i don't get to listen to his song. Fun dream came while sleeping and also not forgetting nightmare. I hope that this nightmare won't even come true at all!

Afternoon, meet ah Love at YCK around 3:30PM. No idea what to say about my mood. Bus to Tampines to have KFC before going to Expo Popular Fair. After reaching Expo, realized that there is a log of event going on, like food fair, gain city, body shop, etc. Regretted for not going there first and spend a big bomb eating at KFC. -.- So, no choice.

Walk all the way until 9 plus and our leg are really tiring. So, went to take train to Changi Airport to take 858. Before that, went to see Aeroplane. How i wish i got the chance to take the plane to other countries. Whatever, next time then say. And home finally.

Sometimes, i really feel that i am a stupid, i got no brain, i don't worth the love, i don't worth the thing that i am having now. I am always straight-forward when it come to asking questions but i will don't know it hurts until the end. And it also create the pain in my heart after seeing those faces that i don't want to see at all. This is how stupid i am right! That's why i always hope i am not born in this world so that no one will get hurts from me.

Hmm, that's March! But IT HAD ENDED! SAY HI TO APRIL NOW! April now, so it mean TWENTY FOUR DAY MORE TO 2ND ANNIVERSARY WITH AH LOVE! <3 <3 Seriously i can't wait for it to come!

Tears flowed out on the first hours of April. But it is going to be last for this month? I hope i can. Going to try my best to be strong! As for that bitch, I WONT CARE ANY SINGLE FUCK AT ALL ANYMORE! Because i believe the consequences of being third parties, you will get your reputation next time! It is not that i am very bad! I am just stating its fact! God have the eye to see! SO, NO POINT KEEP QUARREL WITH AH LOVE BECAUSE OF THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE! -.-

Before ah Love went home in the middle of night, i found a voice recording of him during 2012 October. Really miss those moment and not now. It is the moment that i am always look for but i can't find it. But now, i found it! I am happy that i actually record it that time. The real sweet you. UNLIKE NOW! THE FAKE SALTED YOU! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I WANT THE REAL SWEET YOU TO BE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So as now compared to last time, didn't you realized that i am easily jealous now than before? Because i got the secure feel. No like now. Hope you really understand.