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Well, i am backing posting. Wanted to post everyday but in the end i never. It is because my emotion was quite low for the last few days and i was really sick and tired.

Ever since school reopen and i am at the new class, i really dislike it and feel weird because of the people. Hmm, i don't really like it. I still miss my year 1 classmate a lot even though we are not that close. I am really afraid that i won't be able to survive at this new class, new life. Saying is very easy, but when come to action, it is very difficult!

Today was the CCA road show for april intake student. Everything went well except for a little part at the end of the roadshow. As i choose to ushering the panda, M choose other duty. It was so tiring walking around the school holding the panda but you are just sitting over there doing nothing and using your phone. But, you never thought how tough and tired we are. Just a short break at SAC and ended up coming down being attitude by you. I don't think i am in the wrong. Everyone have their duty also. But you are blaming the fault on me. WhAT IS THIS?

Everything is not fair to me. WHY WHY WHY! I really don't know what to say. As a lot of people told me that, if i lost 1 thing, i will earn 1 thing. BUT WHAT DID I GAIN? I am in the deep pain everyday in my heart and keep trusting your words when i know i shouldn't be trusting anymore! I really got no idea what are you doing behind my back.

It is really very hurt. But why can't you know? You seem to be avoiding everytime. What can i really do so that it will be good for both of us?

Alright, i am going to save money and change myself for the best now.

Firstly, i will start with my clothing first. Slowly, it will be from face to toe. But before everything, GIVE ME A REWARD FOR BEING ABLE TO CONTROL AND PRODUCE A GOOD ATTITUDE NOW!

Well, you can't see the changes. I guess it is so hard to communicate with you now. And i really got no idea how to change all this........


GOD, PLEASE BE GOOD TO ME AND FULFILL MY WISH THAT I HAD WISHED ON 11:11 !! I PLEASE YOU! YOU CAN EXCHANGE MY WISH WITH 5 YEARS OF MY LIFE!!!!!!! 


As i mention that today was roadshow day, and i end school quite late also. And i rushed down to Plaza Sing to wait for Le Family to come to go for a buffet dinner at One Market. Found the staff there interesting and friendly. Got the feeling of working there. I guess i will work there one day! HAHA! Rushed down to Plaza Sing but there are all late and still at the train. I really dislike to wait. But no choice, so i went walking around first. Hmm, a wrong choice made.. Because of those memories that are in Plaza Sing. Well, we made our ring there and also not forgetting the favourite SECRET RECIPE and also a lot of thing there. Sigh.