Thursday, 18 April 2013

Loner.

Well to me now, I really feel like a loner.

Reason: No one will accompany me to go out when i wanted to. Really wonder friends around me who is real and who is fake. I know sometimes really got something holding you up. So, can't blame anyone too. Only can blame myself for not being independent enough.. But what can i do? That's me, my character.

Actually, i have been looking forwards to this Sat until i just double confirmed and seem like you can't make it or should i say you don't want to go at all? Well, I don't know.. So, shouldn't say more about it since i dont  know the real reason.

Well, i like yesterday a lot more because of the message. But still, it won't last. And it also seem to be hot and down.

Hmmm, waiting for miracle to happen. Will it happen? I hope it really will! Because i really love. Maybe now is the time problem. Hopefully everything will turn back like the past.

Yesterday night when eating, suddenly memories flash back on the days when we are all young and we will be at the playground playing until mid-night. All the usual friend, playing our childhood games and a lot of stuff. Remember all the fun that we had together and also missing all the good moment.

At such moment, i hoped that time will rewind to childhood time when we can just enjoy ourself playing without any worries and also treasure all those moment.

I know i am slow but still, i will still say. I know that recently, Boston had a guy that just missed the chance of proposing to his gf because of the bomb that happened too suddenly. Well, that taught me to treasure and cherish more about the people i want to treasure. However, he is not giving me a chance to do so.

Life is unpredictable and you won't know what will happened next moment. It could be that at next moment, something will happen to this world and you won't even know. So, why not just start treasuring since you are not the god that can predict everything?

Though life really sux now no matter in school or at home but what can i do? There is no way to change it unless the god that change the fate.

Hopefully everything will turn back to normal soon....

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