SC

Student council had become part of my life now with the fun people and mad people around. Firstly, was this CCA and enrichment head that i get along with recently. She might be fierce but she is a good person that i really like. Those fun and laughter that we had together. *Hidden joke*

Slowly, i get along well with my group people. Which i am quite happy because they are really mad sometimes. I really love this group a lot.

Today was another meeting with them about our event and i realize that we do have a lot of teamwork. We might be very mad at sometimes cracking joke but when come to work, we are very serious.


Was too depressed yesterday as i am really tired and sleepy. So, there goes my emotion again..

I know i have been saying that i want to let go, but frankly speaking, it is too hard for me.

This 2 days, it is very tough for me because everyone was asking and asking. I really got no idea what to say. I don't want to change the imagine of other people too. So, in the end i never say much thing. I was really sad when people asked. But what can i do? There is nothing that i can do but to be myself. I have almost break down this few days. But, no one i can blame. Because i fail as a girlfriend and also fail in everything else. I want to be strong and i got to be strong!

Well, my friend just ask me why am i so emo in the meeting. Guess what's my answer? My answer was a lot of memories came into my brain suddenly and i got no way to stop thinking. Well, my heart is not really in the meeting today..

After meeting, went to amk hub to have ajisen ramen with Alena and Leonard. Well, same usual thing happened again. But got to pretend to be happy. But still, i enjoy my day with them.

Heard Alena talking about her complicated family problem. Yes, it is damn complicated but she is really a strong girl. Got to learn from her !

Jiayou Elaine!